─Infinite Sky─

The only one who took you in.
The only one who held your hand.
Defended you against the others.
Had your back on everything.
Never let you down.
You turned around betrayed your only brother.
Forgetting me,you took things in your hands and left me out.
After we'd been through so much,how could you let me down?
I didn't know,I didn't know.
I couldn't see,I couldn't see.
Never thought you'd forget me.
Couldn't believe,couldn't believe.
How you deceived,you deceived.
I never thought you'd do that to me.
I will never be like you.
I'll never do the things you do.
Selfish and lonely,what's your problem.
Letting go of you and this.
Is harder than I thought but I will not be poisoned by your actions.
Forgetting me,you took things in your hands and left me out.
After we'd been through so much,how could you let me down?
I didn't know,I didn't know.
I couldn't see,I couldn't see.
Never thought you'd forget me.
Couldn't believe,couldn't believe.
How you deceived,you deceived.
I never thought you'd do that to me.
Forgetting me,you took things in your hands and left me out.
After we'd been through so much,how could you let me down?
Down,you let me down.

And I don't know.
This could break my heart or save me.
Nothing's real. 
Until you let go completely.
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving.
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me.
Three months and I'm still sober.
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers.
But I know it's never really over.
And I don't know.
I could crash and burn but maybe.
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me.
So I won't worry about my timing,I want to get it right.
No comparing,second guessing,no not this time.
Three months and I'm still breathing.
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know.
It's never really over,no.
Wake up.
Three months and I'm still standing here.
Three months and I'm getting better yeah.
Three months and I still am.
Three months and it's still harder now.
Three months I've been living here without you now.
Three months yeah,three months.
Three months and I'm still breathing.
Three months and I still remember it.
Three months and I wake up.
Three months and I'm still sober.
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers.

雖然曾經一直嚮往著考完二基後的暑假，
不過一開始放假卻發現，
太過於悠閒反而覺得很空虛、無聊……
或許太漫長的假期，反而造成生活上的無奈？
雖然這麼說很矛盾，有點像是身在福中不知福，
不過人總不能永遠都是如此悠閒，總需要有點事情做，
就像是上了一週的課之後，雖然短暫，卻最恰當的週末，
細細品味忙碌後的悠閒時光。
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即將開學了，希望高中生活能順利度過，
祝我好運吧！
新店高中，將是我實現目標的學校。

Louder,louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand,you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked,broken
I'm dying inside
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you,I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you,they broke you,they tore out your heart
I miss you,you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken,your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
Where are you?
You were smiling

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when you're in bed with her,you think of me
I would never wish bad things,but I don't wish you well
Could you tell by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
Cause I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all ok
Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
See my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did,I was the last to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do 
Don't say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again
If she really knows the truth,she deserves you
A trophy wife,oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away
Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
See my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did,I was the last to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do 
Don't say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you 
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to 
Never again will I love you
Never
Does it hurt 
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks 
To see my face everywhere
It was you 
Who chose to end it like you did,I was the last one to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do
Don't say 
You simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will
I never will
Never again

You're not alone 
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say,nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth 
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through
So far away,I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the doors close and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend 
I'll fight and defend
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say,nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through
Hear me when I say,when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change,nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say,nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say,nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,we'll make it through

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Showing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe,not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong,I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant,
it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance,please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,please don't go away,I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,don't you let it pass you by

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd,need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone the words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do,reminds me of you
And the clothes you left,they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone the words I need to hear 
to always get me through the day 
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone the words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work because it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud
And I feel so alive
I can't help myself,don't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
So So is how I'm doing if your're wondering
I'm in a flight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch
But I feel so alive
I can't help myself,can't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
Runaway Runaway......
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

雖然二衝班這段時間，說長不長，說短也不短，
原本是因為父母的半逼迫之下才決定踏入這個大環境，
不過經過這段時間的相處，
這裡給我不少難忘的回憶與溫暖。
雖然我這段期間仍然獨來獨往，
也導致自己顯的特別沒有存在感吧(這好像不是重點)，
恩